Boku No Shiranai Haha [English], by Kenji Kishizua
(69 votes, average: 4.00 out of 5)
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… Whoa 
We’re starting from a setup that’s not very original, a highschool-age son discovering his mother has been a porn star a decade ago, but then we’re taking a radical turn from all those harrowing “self-netorare” or those pathetic “me fuck mummy ungah !” stories. I would hate throwing you spoilers, I’ll just say the male hero finds the guts and maturity in him to do better.
The ending is not spectacular and may require that you read it twice, I’m not sure… Me, at least, I tell you, that felt good to see characters displaying maturity, yahaa ! 
And graphically ? Good Kenji Kishizuka stuff 
Thanks a LOT to Dharumas, Marien and Sorcerer (also, their credit picture was really impressive, beautiful and yet simple).
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Big disappointment from Kenji in this one…
Love his artwork, but the plot in this one is fail.
To the contrary. In my eyes, the stories where the boy goes all rapey on his mother because he discovers she has a sex life are the FAIL stories.
Here, the boy discovers her mother faced hardships in the past, and he decides to behave like her, like an adult does, accepting painful times when that is necessary, not giving up or going full emo.
IDK. If your gonna suspend disbelief that someone would watch/obsess over his own mother in a porn and masturbate to it, you may as well go all the way and make it an incest story. No one reads these things for morals and lofty ideals. Still I think the art is great, thx for sharing Oliver
I agree w/ anonymous here, to me what the boy did wasn't guts, in fact it was the total opposite. He not only continued watching the multiple porn movies his Mom starred in, but he masturbated over them. I mean it affected him so much that he was even depressed about it, to the point his Mom clearly noticed it. And just when he finally worked up the nerve to bring it up, what did he do? He wussed out and decided to adopt a vow of silence about it instead.
Sure, the stories where the boy goes all rapey on his mother can be predictable, but I'm not sure how this is any better. I at least have more respect for the boys in the rapey stories because they at least have the balls and conviction to act on their desires. As Malcolm X once said, "I have more respect for a man who lets me know where he stands, even when he's wrong, than the one who pretends to be an angel and is nothing but a devil". That's just me though.
Let's agree we disagree, then ^^
If he had laid that out, he would have DESTROYED everything the mother fought for.
She endured for the sake of her son. And even if he did find out in the end, he grew up all these years in decent comfort, with a loving and caring mother, he was sheltered long enough to have a good childhood despite his father's betrayal.
That would have been emo bitching, that would have been selfish, to tell he learned about it. The boy found bravery in the life of his mother, and he mimicked it.
As for the fapping… well, it seems the Japanese are always late with facing their oedipus complex, huh. It sure is perverted, to be aroused like that, and fap like hell. But that's a private issue : even here on hentairules I know there are people loving lolicon and fapping to the pictures of little girls, but this is their private issue, they're not annoying anyone with their shit, so to each his own private and secret shameful secrets, it's a right, as long as it doesn't get in the open, bah, it's life.
Well, i think it is nice to have something that has moral in the end. Instead of just going incest he prefered to show parent/son love.
Speaking of Kenji Kishizuka all 3 episodes of "Konna ni Yasashiku Sareta no" have been translated. I'd like the point out the 3rd episode has the "Adoration" chapter in it.
Errr, are we speaking about a printed manga here, or an anime ?
If it's a printed manga, I'd be interested, yeah :3
– EDIT : just saw Danger Stranger's comment below. OK, it's an anime ^^
Thanks for the share Oliver!
As Redxmaverick mentioned there is an anime adaptation for it, but in my humble opinion, I did not like the animation that much, how to put it, just as in the anime adaptation of Pisu Hame and Tayu Tayu, it seems like some sort of stale move scenes, well is not bad since they keep the details but for some reason the movements seems kind of machine like… kind of like watching a car engine pistons working… ah well, but since I've seen some animations like this I believe it is kind of popular… well not my cup of tea though xD
"car engine pistons"
oh god, now I'll have that image in mind.
I guess that's only going for showing the quality of hentai anime have dramatically fallen.
Because piracy all that. Or because the audience doesn't care for cheap shit and found other sources of interest, possibly, eh.
H-anime quality is really not that different than it was years before (and is actually better than it was many more years before THAT). It's just Queen Bee's fault for screwing up the average with their releases.
Take them out of the equation and the overall quality is no worse than any other era.
Incest in RL is unappealing to me but I would have preferred a (vanilla) mother x son route rather than this. But I do like this plot however but if the artist can continue this story where the son asks her to stop doing porn and *comforts* her himself (:p) it would be great. Its immoral but I am a sucker for mutual love/ happy endings.
Franky, in my opinion that'd have been the WORST possible outcome, something we'd have seen a dozen times easily in the past already.
Here, on the contrary, it's a first, the son acting like a mature, adult person. He sees his mother had to deal with tough times and resorting to acting in porn and enduring the sexual assaults of a producer. But he understood that doesn't make her a big bag of slutty meat, that only makes her an admirable human who faced hardship and prevailed, even if that was difficult.
I do admire that fact that they tried to do something different. And I have noticed that you (unlike me) do not like mother X son genre so i can see why this appealed to you in a positive way. To each his own, i guess.
Yep =)
Why is it that i hate one shot so much?? oh yeah! right… its because the pleasure is too short -_-
That was… strong. Somehow felt much more "real" than your standard H-manga, to the point where I could easily imagine this actually happening.
Thanks for giving us some "brain"-y shares too, Oliver!
You're more than welcome =)
I saw that one. Let's see if I understand this….(yeah, SPOILERS AHEAD).
Teen finds out his mother starred in porn movies 10 years ago. He can't look away, both from morbid fascination and his mom's hotness. He can't reconcile the fact that his mom was a porn actress with the mom he knows. In the end, he resolves to be more like his mom. Not in the way of actually doing porn movies, but being able to sacrifice himself like she did for her son.
That's pretty heavy.
Urgh. On the one hand, the drawings are hot. On the other hand, it's very clear that the mom does this just to make ends meet and keep food on the table for her son, and the moviemakers and "actors" are way too rapey for me to enjoy this at all.
I'd actually classify this as drama rather than porn…
Entirely agreeing with you on every point, Mousse. And you didn't call her sex hair either
Maybe that's because I'm a parent too, but that one strung a chord in me. I'm not saying I'm doing porn, I'm saying I know too well how much we parents are ready to self-sacrifice for our children, and how much that seems natural for us, not something to boast about, not something to complain about.
Seeing the kid realize this too instead of going emo like a little bitch unable to understand how admirable the mother was and how much gratitude she deserves, that was heart-warming.
It always seems that people struggle with it when ero/hentai actually has a real meaningful message for a change. I've always scratched my head at that.
superb art. fine quality.. yummy.. story…umm..meh..just the usual H business..thanks anyway oli
Depressing story, good art. What can I say? :S
I don't know if i remember wrong, but i think that you are french, and in that case the mange from which adoration come from(Konnani Yasashiku Saretano) as been translated in french, only hentai that i've read in french (don't know why, most time i can't stand french in hentai, kind of funny for a frenchie ^^)
I'm shocked Olivier ! A Hentai where Shinji-look alike shows brain and balls instead of going all emo ? Treason ! A woman who, in Hentai, doesn't lose it over D ? o.0
Good story, even if slightly sad.
A very good, amazingly adult story. There may be hope for Japan after all. He appreciated what his Mom did, and just as she never showed that side of sacrifice to him, he's not going to show her that he found out about it. We clearly see that she's not let her sex life interfere with raising her son. Meaning that unlike too much hentai where a woman who enjoys sex is immediately a cock slave, while the men can act like rapacious beasts, but, hey, it's Japan so that's cool, she's shown as being in control of herself and her life. it's a sad story, but it's a good one.
Good artwork, nice sex, depressing storyline.
But it kinda uses sex in this case as a metaphor on how some parents choose a degrading job to support their children. Instead of the son experiencing adulation/appreciation for the struggling parent, eroticism is substituted. It's a twist on the whole incest in hentai angle, but with the limited amount of pages the manga has, a reader can feel cheated that the theme wasn't fleshed out (no pun intended) further. Feels like the beginnings of an interesting graphic novel, but leaves one head scratching due to the compressed nature and sudden ending.
This story makes me feel guilty for enjoying porn.. despite knowing that extortions such as this DO happen in porn industry in the real world..
It feels bad knowing when watching porn, that you are actually fapping to someone's mother who has no choice but to sell her body bcoz of poverty and for the sake of her child.
… you get me?
I come here to get away from reality, but this ending just felt …… too realistic.