Himitsu Ni Shite Ne [English, 240 pictures], by Funabori Nariaki
There’s always a risk with some mangakas, and this time, this Funabori Nariaki manga was a fail, in my eyes.
Too bad for me, but so good for other people, I guess ┐( ̄ヮ ̄)┌
Ahem. The manga is about willingly chosen submission to humiliating sexual domination, starring a masochistic highschool girl with a hard fantasy to become a Master’s, I quote, “meat toilet“.
The first 111 pages are okay-ish, the master is a good guy and he’s pulled into perversion by the girl. But unfortunately (from my POV: others will rejoice, to each his own, etc.) the rest isn’t so good. The girl is a lost cause, her fantasies are so strong she yearns for a total and definitive loss of dignity, and she eventually falls into the hands of just the right men for that, so goodbye former Master.
Graphically, there are awful bit (like the blurry censorship, and the sunken eyes like holes in her face), but there are also great bits (a hot body, plenty of drawing skill to spare), that wasn’t so bad, I guess.
Release credits are for Renne, Grolgh and Anonymous, from Shuten Doujin Translations, thank you!
By the same artist, I also share Inbaku Byoutou (212 pictures, Uncensored, and manually retouched), Otto Ga Totsuzen Seiheki Wo Kokuhaku Shite Kitan Desu Ga, Inshokushinka, S&M University (146 pictures) and Konya No Okazu Wa.
And now, the download & gallery links 
Open the Complete Pictures Gallery
Download the Free Hentai Manga in a Zip file
(109 MB, 240 pictures, English)
I allowed myself to very slightly recompress the images before sharing. You won’t notice any difference with the naked eye, but now it’s only 109 MB instead of 252 MB =)
Or you can also use the Alternative:
Zip Mirror #1 – or – Zip Mirror #2 – or – Zip Mirror #3
I find I no longer have the patience even if the first part is okay.
I know the feel, yeah.
At first, from image previews, I started reading without any hope, you know the idea? Basic protection but it works, you don’t risk disappointment if you expect nothing from the start.
But then, a hundred pages in, I realized those were the same protagonists all along, there was a progression, and maybe, just maybe, a sliver of hope existed. In hindsight, I imagine I ought to praise the mangaka, he created the perfect moment to crush the readers’ hopes, right when hope was starting to appear.
truly a monster writer, he choose the perfect moment, a good writer yet a horrible person. i am not strong enough to accept thus i shall only download the first 100 pages. and not accept reality, cause it’s disapointing.
Well, go figure: the crazy girl got more crazy. Apparently if you build a relationship on a foundation of being a bat-shit-crazy slut, things don’t become more stable the longer you go on. Or, to state it simply: crazy is as crazy does.
I loved it. The girl was great.
I didn’t read it, but the sex was awful and there were no wallpaper worthy moments in the 100 pages I bothered to flip through.